Time to face the mirror

At the end of every semester i tell myself that 'i have got to do better'. I always find a way to slip up when the end of the semester comes, and when my grades are posted i can't do nothing but shake my head. I keep telling myself 'i will do better'. But when? cause i am certainly not acting on my words... i keep getting in these holes. I have come too far to turn back and had too much invested in me to give up. i have to find the 'focus' that i have lost through all these years and look myself in the mirror and tell myself... I will get that degree!

Exodus: 29

"This shall be a continual burnt offering throughout your generations at the door of the tabernacle of the congregation before the LORD: where i will meet you, to speak there unto thee....
And there i will meet with the children of Israel, and the tabernacle shall be sanctified by my glory....

And i will dwell among the children of Israel, and will be their God....
And they shall know that  i am the LORD their God, that brought them forth out of the land of Egypt, that i may dwell among them: I am the LORD their God."

What makes the world go round

I don't know how I always do it. but somehow i be managing to keep a job and to keep money in my pockets. For the first time last semester I didn't have a job. I felt lost without it... not having a steady income. it sucks... I wouldn't advise anyone to go a whole semester of not working or trying to find a way to make money. Now that I have a steady income coming in every 2 weeks I realize how money matters a lot to us. It just makes for things to be easier when you have money. So now I have been on both sides of the fence... making money... and being broke. I would rather be making money and working than to be sitting on my ass not doing nothing.